Goth Barbie Doll

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 17:13:51 GMT

a huge fund has been going on. but it is good beause now I know who my real friends are and who the fuckin bitches are. my best friend moved to californa and my bf dumped me. wtf nothing ever goes my way so i fuckin give up. if you wanna be my friend then accept me the way I am and be there for me. I waiting for a certain aplogy from a certain someoe you know who you are. if i don't get one you will be detlted off this website and my life. bye

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 17:38:04 GMT

must update more often. i can't even explain all the shit that has been going on ltely its fucked up. do you guys wanna know? does anyone fuckin care about me anymore. wtf this is soo soo sooo ssooooo fucked I am freaking out. where is everyone when i need them most?????????????????????????? ask yourself that question and thne ask yourself if youa re a good friend

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 00:54:40 GMT

my computer s a slow mother fucker! thats all i have to complain about for now things are going good just feeling bored and kinda lomesome bitches

party

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 23:26:26 GMT

its 1 of my rms b-days today. tight we are having a party tonite and i aint working tommrow.,yessssss so excited to let loose and have some fun, been a while since i have done that. im also right now tring to conserve energy though for my midterms they are gonna be killer well thats all for now later

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 20:04:09 GMT

hhhmmm i want school to be over it's starting to suck harder then ever. anyway besides all of that fucking shit things are good. been hanging out with the old school hommies all chicks and dicks from hs. how i wish sometimes i wasnt far away from everyone or that i had more time. like i brake all my promises with everyone because im stuck ding homework or working and i got to have time with the bf. i have always put bfs before my true friends god what kinda bitch am i. why do i do that, why the fuck do i do things that i dont understand. i have this really smart friend who tells me i wouldnt be so co dependant if i took time for myself and stopped waiting for others to except me. i need to except myself. but things are going good wuth my guy so i dont want to take time off i just miss my friends. im feeling sad today, im bewteen classes and i have so much on my mind is crazy. my whole life is crazy it's never been sane so why am i so upst that things are spinning out of control, thye always do. i need advice and i need love. thats what my life lacks love...

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:33:10 GMT

tommrow is the big day so

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE<333333333333333

Happy Valentines

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 21:47:52 GMT

I got a new dress it's really cool it is red lace with black behind it the lace. I'm gonna be wearing it out on valentines day. well i donno if we are going out on the actul day but we are gonna go out some time but who knows where or what we will do. I kinda want to go to the pink door i love that resteraunt. but we do live in seattle i mean there is always something to do here I'm really excited. but i don't know what to get my man. its wierd he has all these ideas i odn't know what they are but i have no ideas for him besides candy. anyone have some segestions? oh well i'm just siked that I HAVE A VALENTINE THIS YEAR

back from the dead bitches

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 18:54:59 GMT

I moved into the new house with the new man and 2 other new friends. im really into the new heh anyway we have the internet so thats better then the old apt. im tring not to be bitter about the whole thing but its hard. i wish i could just get my memory erased so i could just forget the whole thing. i was listening to that mariah carey ummm yeah i have lost my mind anyway it was that sont forget about us song and it really made me think of him but i do want to forget about us. people always say learn something form your past expericences and im tring but all i think ive learned is chase is a douche. but here i am starting ouver for the millionth time i can only hope it works out for the best. now i gotta teel about the house. 2 stories and an attic kinda far from campas I have to take the bus and that really sucks my room is small but at least it's my room and im not sharing. its actully the dining room so its downstairs but its sweet cause it has a big window and why woild we need to have a dining room. so now that i have the internet at home i will be on here more i have missed my old girls so i will be on here alot i love you guys thanks for being there for me during the whole thing and thaNks for helping me move Dawn

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 01:30:54 GMT

fuck where does time fucking go anyway for those of you who dont know chase and i broke up. yeah and we live toether in a tiny 1 bedroom apt. so basiclly we have to live toether for a year. we split the place he has the living room and i get the bedroom and somehow thats a fair deal. i'm so fucked right now he has already brought over other girls. im ready to kill myself, kidding. Katies getting married, dawn has a bf i think kelly has a bf, Im back to being the single loser. boys are for toys. i tell myself that all the time. i still love chase he just doesn't feel the same. fuck love for doing this to me fuck chase fuck the world.

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 18:12:29 GMT

I DONT HAVE THE INTERNET AT HOME SO DONT GET MAD IF IT TAKES ME A WHILE TO REPLY I GOTTA GO TO THE LIBARY TO USE A COMPUTR
yes i still have my computer i just cant afford internt connection. money is tight i slipt a 1200 $ apt with my bf, its not cheap working sucks but the new place is nice expensive as hell but besidwes that its working out

blah

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 22:12:35 GMT

blah blah blah i have to move earlier then i thought so chase and i are getting a expensive apartment we have no fuckin choce. so we are signing a 3 month lease while we look for a cheaper place but i might have to get another job which will suck so much. i hate working 2 jobs it kills me. if i had my way i would do nothing but chil with chris all day. anyway i feel depressed and i dont know why, blah ijust feel hella shitty. moving is gonna be stressful we are moving in next weekend anyone wanna lend a hand? it would be greatly apprecitaed.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 03:10:02 GMT

seattle apartments rape u in the ass. the prices are way fuckin high i wanna scream. we are thinking we have to move outta the u district blah....i dont have a car and i hate the bus Im pissed right now

I AM moving

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:34:55 GMT

yep im moving cuz your landlord wants us out. chase and i are getting an apartment just the 2 of us. sure whatever say its to soon but everyone seems to forget that we have lived together for a year already. plus we will get a 2 bedroom i dunno how often the second bed will get used but whatever i cant wait to be outta this dump. dont know what happened our landlord was like hey want to move and all 4 of us were like hell fuckin yeah. i have to be out by the end of next month. chase adn i are starting to look at apartments asap. i think we might check some out tommrow

Hi Ya'll

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 00:16:02 GMT

I just found out one of my best friends form HS is getting married. wow that make me feel old that one of my friends is getting hitched. its gonna be sweet though we are going to whistler for her last fling as a single woman. Myself adn Kelly are gonna be bridesmaids sooo exciting. i wish dawn were home so i could tell her but im sure she will read this HI DAWN you are coming to whistler with us on the 3 which is in like 2 weeks super super duper duper exciting. Girls party do da do do getting drunk in cananada la la lalalala so happy im singing

I FOUND IT

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 06:07:57 GMT

I found the love I was looking for. Im so happy and just filled with emoions. Late last night chase and i made it oficail. We are boyfriend and girlfriend now. Who woulda fuckin guessed lol. I just cant belive how happy I am right now. And its strande because we used to HATE eachothers guts like crazy. But then 1 day he just became really sweet and i realized how much we have in common. so im doing good. things are finally looking up. chase is a sweetie and he says hi to all my friends on here. well good night homies see ya soon you sexy mamas<3

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 18:53:57 GMT

Skipping school is wonderful, last night Chase and I went to his parents house. It was kinda wierd at first but I was like what the hell free food. His mom was all friendly and shit haha she was great. she made us a homecooked meal do u know how long it has been since i've had a homecooked meal! And then the best part of the whole night was CABLE! god I miss cable like a motherfucker. It was so great we watched Sicfi, mtv(sucks), vh1(suckier ha) nick, HBO all these awesome chanels. at home we can't afford cable and all i watch our talk shows and fuzzy simpsons and retard fox reality shows. so it was cool we stayed there until eh i dunno late. when we got home we had some drinks and started making out, I was drunk what can i say. when i woke up i was already twenty mins late for class so i was like fuck it i don't work today so im not going to school. im missing a lot but i don't give a shit today. Chases parents bought him a new car. its a civic and im way jelous because i don't even have a car. i gotta fuckin walk every where but its cool cause chase has been driving me around. its wierd being with him now i know we arent bf and gf and i dont know if we ever will be but still i really like him and im so happy we are pals and we get along. i HATED him for like 6months and then he just became really cool. so to put it simple im happy right now i had a fun night and im having a good day. i have been down for so long that i forgot how good it feels to be this way and how good it feels to say Im happy for once I'm really happy

another day

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 20:17:12 GMT

im betweeen classes again, as ususal anyway im hung over like fuckin crazy cauz Chase and I were going shot fot shot. Mad fun times though and then he made my eggs for breakfast I really like eggs and I really like chase. He is started to grow on me so maybe I dont want to move yet. I had a mad crazy weekend 3 nights to party and I did I really did.

I want to move

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 20:30:02 GMT

my house sucks its fall now and there are like 4 rain leaks in my house and my landlord thinks we should pay to fix or just deal with it. he is a asshole. i just wanna move this place has turned into a real dump. i wanna just have an apartment so it will be more quiet and i can have 1 room mate instead of four but I dont want to just leave and have my roommates pick up my slack, we have had to many people dot hat to us and its not fair so in order to move i need someone to take my place but trust me no one wants to live here it sucks and my roomies are slobs.

lets see

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:38:50 GMT

what did i do today,
1. went to school, had a ok day.
2.flirted with the guy i like hes hot!
3.worked, stupid boss
4.cleaned my house
yea so not to excitning but whatever

haven't updated in awhile

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 20:04:29 GMT

I think Im gonna stop with they wahwah no boyfriend talk, I think everyone has had enough of my bitching. Im still sad but I have been going out more lately and its better cause Im not sitting around the house doing nothing. Ive been having a litte fun, Im between classes now and its boring. I dont want to go home because there is a leak in our roof in the living room and we have to pay to fix it. or so our landlord said it is our problem. how stressful my roommates are ususless so i have to do all the dirty work. School has been good I have to many projects though. I have a team project in my science class and there is this really cute guy in my group. He has a gf though but a little flirting wont hurt. maybe I can steal him away. so here is the thing no more whinning if i want a bf Im going to get one. and I want the guy in my class, he is the REAL project ha this might be fun, oh and my parents bought me an ipod its pretty cool

Lonely again

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 22:19:02 GMT

im depressed again because i have no one to love me. im tring to cheer up but its pretty fuckin hard. i dont miss ryan i just miss how he made me feel and its bringing me down hardcore. anyway i just been tring to spend time with my friends. my new roommate is a cool chick we have been parting and hanging out. besidees taht i feel like shit.

bored

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 17:03:57 GMT

Hella bored today. I just woke up and im bored i hvae all the house work done cuz my new roommate is cool and actully cleans. and all my homework is done and i overslept so im not going to my morning class. so meh im bored and its raining outside so no fun. if anyone wants to hang out later today give me a call

Kill Me and Get it Over With

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 21:33:12 GMT

Ive had some shitty days in my life but this one is defentily top 5. Traffic was horrible i was a half hour late for work on a fucking Monday! Then my computer was being all gay at school and it wouldnt connect to the internet wtf i pay a fortune for this thing to work. eeww and my friend set me up on a blind date with the guy that coulda played the 40 year old virgin. he kept talking about star wars i was ready to fucking die!

Good Guys where are U?

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 18:13:30 GMT

Where are all the good guys out there. I just cant seem to find someone to love me. God its so fusrterating I always fall in love to quick and then BOOM, I get dumped. *sigh* to all my girls out there with good boyfriends who love and respect you, NEVER take advantage of it. lonleness is the worst thing that can happen to you. trust me I know this. I just lay awake at night missing Ryan or maybe i just miss having a bf. I dunno I want someone who understands me and who wants to be with me but its impossiable. *sigh*
btw Im not dying my hair the way i asked, i dont wanna look like Christina A so Im gonna think of something else. I wanna get a tattoo

Stole this from goth_boy81 because I think its cool <3

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 22:55:34 GMT

You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!

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Goth

100%

Rocker, Mosher

80%

Emo

55%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

45%

Prepy

20%

Skater

15%

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